Building Strength

Some days you can feel the life exploding all around you- rays of potential dance and then fall into a new pattern of existence. And then there are days when the energy that surrounds you feels like a sludge of disinterested residue, and you wonder what world you woke up in.

I often question how the energies of my life can be so dramatically different from day to day. Is it my expectations of life that create the energy field in which I play? Possibly. But I think more precisely it is - expectation+ prior focus+ karmic pattern+ soul desire - all combined to create each day in it's unique purpose and accomplishment. I suppose that as I walk through the sludge, I am increasing muscle mass and emotional endurance. On those days of radiant showers, I know I am increasing dreams, desires and hopes. I suppose growth comes in many forms. Perhaps without the increased strength, I would not be able to create the dreams I can so clearly see on those days of light.