Turkey Trip entry #6

We got back to the hotel exhausted of course, and got up very early to catch a flight from Cappadocia to Istanbul and then to Izmir. Izmir is the ancient city of Smyrna.

We landed and then drove a couple of hours to Pergamum.
Pergamum was very interesting. This is the site of an ancient healing temple. They did sound therapy, light therapy, meditation therapy, dream interpretation, color therapy.
Alternative healing was their specialty, but it was also the place where modern medicine was born. Galen, the father of modern medicine was taught here. So by the time Galen arrived on the scene, which I think was about 100 AD, medicine was being practiced at a physical level as well at this facility. I asked our guide not to tell us too much so we could all explore and see what we got.

In the first pass, I was so aware that the energy almost felt dead. (Rusty confirmed that in the circle. He felt it was dead there too.)
But when I felt the deadness, I just started to cry. And I turned to the angels and Spirits that were with me and I said, why am I feeling this? Why is it so void?

And they said, the energy that created it was good intentioned but couldn’t hold its own frequency. It became compromised and it failed.

I then “felt” the Christians that had come in and killed everybody and destroyed Pergamum. They didn’t do it by accident, this is what Spirit said, please be aware that Pergamum was destroyed because it had the energy that allowed the Christians to destroy it. They had already compromised their intentions. They had already compromised who they were so their confusion, their lack of integrity of the healing allowed the Christians to destroy them. Had they been on track, had they really been doing what I thought they were doing, like what we try to do at Inner Quest they couldn’t have been destroyed. But they were not. The original intentions had gotten off track and when we got in our circle many of our people validated that.

They said they felt there was some manipulation going on and I want to use the word trickery but that may not be exact. And that people were maybe even used as guinea pigs or taunted or somehow negative energy was used for the healing process as well. Power may have been used, or money, not sure, but our people got a lot of unclear energy.

So this supported what Spirit had shown me about the reason that it was destroyed. Spirit also said that the Christians were wrong as well. The Christian thought of healing and their approach didn’t work either so the Spirits were telling me that it’s time for us now to make a better way. To make a way where healing is offered from a pure state and encouraged within every heart to heal themselves, that we don’t own it. And I think Pergamum had tried to own it, and I think that there were a lot of challenges there.

My Personal Healing:
Well as I continued my journey, this was before the circle, I went into the place where the priests actually worked and possibly slept or maybe where the patients slept. I was aware of an incarnation of a man who was me and I think he was still there.
He was very mental, and heart not open and he was disappointed. Things weren’t working. He was having a hard time. So he was not really talking to anybody.
I was seeing his life, it was not really connecting, but then he would kind of bleed through to where I was, almost like he was still there at some level.

I knew he was unhappy and I knew he had no answers and I also knew he felt he couldn’t leave. And I couldn’t figure out why. So I sat very somber trying to understand and he said to me, I needed to find something and I said, where, I don’t know what you’re talking about. And he told me to go against a wall, (which they were doing some reconstruction on) . So I stood next to the wall. He said, against the wall and look on the ground and it was hidden there. I looked on the ground and there was a huge block and I wondered what could be hidden here. This area had already been disturbed. The blocks had been broken, and everything seemed to have been explored.

I just looked at him and said, you know, it’s not here anymore. Whatever you had that was here- is not here, there’s nothing that can be hidden here. And then I said to him, what do you want, and even if I could find it, what would I do with it? Why do you not take it with you? Why do you not take it to God?

And he said that somebody needed to have it. That somebody needed to have this information. And I said to him, what in the world makes you think that God cannot then give it to somebody once you give it to him. If you will take this energy and information to God then God can give it to the right and perfect person who can use it. He heard me, thank God he heard me. So I felt his energy happy for the first time in who knows how long. And I felt like he lifted at that point taking his "hidden" package with him to Spirit.
He had really been trying to pass it on to someone in the outer world. Not even realizing that it’s not in the outer world anymore!!!

The Rest of the Group:
We all did our meditations and we walked around.
Mike saw a snake, of course. (He was the snake master of our trip.)
There was the holy water. People doused it on themselves. I put some on me as well.
Patrick and Katy actually drank some.

Katy sat up on the hill and made a column of light for some disembodied Spirits.

Lisa talked to Galen and had a wonderful conversation with him.

And then I heard Heather singing. Heather was at the amphitheatre and she was singing a most beautiful song in Latin and it was so holy. I did not realize that while she was singing a curious Spirit jumped into her. (not for long)

The Circle
And so we had an interesting circle when we all gathered. We gathered again under a tree and we all shared the great diversity of our perceptions there. There was so much energy. We dealt with the entity that Heather had picked up..they had just loved her singing. And we dealt with the energy Diomira had picked up.
We put them both in the center of the circle, we got our energy going, and we sent
the light to release the entities. Heather’s went very, very quickly and Diomira
wrestled with hers. Finally she quit fighting and it was able to go to the light too.

And then we did a clearing blessing for everyone that had ever been there.
For the Medicine people and the Healers , for Christians and the Pagans,
We also realized at that moment that it was also 10:30 am in Atlanta.
So we sent a blessing for our whole church family and for Nan because she was getting ready to start the Sunday service.
And our day ahead was filled with more excitement…

Turkey #5

Amazing..Amazing...our next stop was Goreme.

Goreme was another place where rocks had been carved into and a lot of churches had been created for the early Christians. And they know they are churches because they have paintings on the inside. It was a little bit late in the day, so we weren’t able to stay as an organized group. As we walked around, I was real aware that there weren’t very many entities there.

The very early Christian paintings were only visible in a couple of spaces. And the later Christian theology had been painted on several walls in great energy stories. The one I actually paid to go into was filled with theology. It had Jesus in the center. It had the baptism by John the Baptist. It had the crucifixion. It had the disciples. It was really filled with pictures that validated the beliefs of later Christianity. It had a pope’s picture. So you know it was my feeling it was probably painted there in the 1200 or 1300’s - you know, not early Christian. And I think that was validated when we talked to one of the guides there. He thought it was 1251ad when it was painted.
But in the earlier pieces, there was much more symbolism. It was an iconic type of art with the symbolism, not the pictures of what they thought Jesus looked like. So that was interesting.
I flet that this location had originally been used as beautiful places of worship, and then had been turned into a sort of shrine to support the beliefs that had evolved.