Body Update

So, as I practiced my new approach to youthing, I became aware of how I had carried so many people in my energy fields all these years. And while some relationships were healthy and provided an exchange of love, some had become to feel like I was the one feeding and they were the ones receiving. Parasites.

So, ever the mindful metaphysical student, I began to honor all those I carried and then I released them to God. They were all very able to take care of their own needs and really didn't require me at all. It was only through my "overly concerned" nature that I had continued to send my energy to feed people who were not even on my path.

This felt good. So my next step was to do a physical parasite cleanse. And although, I am still in the process, I am aware of greater energy every day. I now release all thoughts, people and literal creatures who feed on me and do not serve my growth. They will find their perfect place in God's kingdom- they do not need me to feed them. I am done. yea God!

Rewriting DNA

I have become aware of many shifts in my physical body as I enjoy my 55th year. Several years past menopause, I can feel as if something outside my conscious thoughts is trying to take over.
I describe it as my Grandma Body. The dna I have inherited is seeking to create the grandma shape that is imbedded in it. And, as I watch my daily thoughts of youth and acknowledge my constant activities, it is very apparent to me that what is in my cells and what is in my life are not meshing.

So, I have been forced to create a program to retrain my dna to now create a new youth body that still reflects the wisdom of my years, but also contains within it the potential of greater health, energy and joy.

My program is:
1. Meditate on all that lies before me- see new possibilities, new interesting ventures. Embrace newness.
2. Forgive all of the past. One of the major aging agents is carrying memories of sorrow or regret. I now send forgiving love, daily, to everything which is behind me.
3. Remember the hope for a better world that I used to embody when I was young. That hope for opportunities was so powerful. Remembering and bringing that feeling into the present moment tells my cells, my dna, that we have just begun. There is hope for more good in my life right now.
4. and lastly, I am honoring the choices of others. When I do this, I get to choose again, too!

So, Youth is mine through Renewal (newness and release) and Hope.
I'll let you know how it goes

The Maze

Sometimes it is difficult to navigate the maze of someone else's karma. You may think that they are experiencing something because of a mindless choice of the moment. But when all immediate remedies fail, you will begin to see the glimmer of a deeper issue- one that sources from another time and space.

Upon this recognition, it is best to bless them and allow the energy to take them to completion. Only they know what they are here to learn. And it is never the obvious logical lesson. How they respond to a challenge may, in fact, be the only thing they need to experience- simply seeing life differently.

And isn't that the same answer for all of us. If we can only see life differently, we will create life differently. So, honor the karma and the people in their walk. They will succeed. They are not avoiding their lessons, but seeking a way to heal them. Perhaps we should all pray for a simple understanding of all karma- one that is born of tolerance, patience and good for all.

Meditation

I found this meditation and wanted to share it:


I was taken to a space within the earth. I was kept moving until I reached a space so deep within Mother Earth that there was no life at all. The walls of the inner cave were very dark and cold. I was completely alone. As I settled in, my thoughts dissipated until I became part of the stillness. It was cold and dark and still. There was no outer thought to distract me, there was only stillness.

Very gently, I became aware of a presence- one that permeated the entire space. It was the consciousness of Mother Earth. It was pure peace, a pure knowing. I reached out and touched the walls. I was amazed to feel the presence of pure potential. Deep within this space, the creations of mankind seemed temporary and trivial. There was more life within the unformed energy of the silence than in much of the busy-ness that occurred on the surface. Here was a great knowing and a great contentment.

As I was moved up from the cave into the light above, I saw life expressing. Trees, flowers, grass, sun- all manner of beauty was expressing around me. This, then, is how life should express. No competition, no comparing. Each form beautiful and radiant in its own right, and each form with a beginning, a harvest, and an ending. Each form being silently supported by the mother who lies quietly beneath.

How often has the current "harvest" of my life been the most important thing in my mind? How often have I measured my life with a set of standards that I seek to achieve, only to find myself falling short. I, too, blossom, harvest and end. Yet I move effortlessly to the next task because deep within there is a space where no outer life is being expressed. There is a space within me that has complete knowing,that houses such potential that I can't even imagine. There is a space within me that silently supports every dream that I seek to grow. There is a space within me where I am One with God.

Healing

This week, I finally went through the stack of work on my desk and found a note from Spirit. It was several weeks old, and it said, write in your blog about your healing.
I looked at the note, remembered when I wrote it, remembered that I had had a beautiful healing.....but I could not remember what had happened.

Isn't that the way of the human mind? We reach to God for intervention or assistance when in some crisis of spirit, and when the healing is received, it is often forgotten. And this makes total sense, we have moved from one level of consciousness to another. But I know the message in my healing would have been a wonderful gift to the world. And since I can't remember to share it in words, let me share it in energy.

"You can heal.
You can move into a fresh new space where you are God's beloved Child.
You can begin again."

May you feel the healing love of our Father Mother God in these words you read. And may you be healed. And so it is.

Sacred Places

The other day, my son David (25) and I were discussing the "historical" significance of certain places like Jerusalem, and other sacred sites that have been fought over for years. We wondered about man's attachment to these locations.

When David went home, a series of thoughts came to him from his higher self.
"What makes a site sacred? Is it the rocks, dirt or trees or events that have happened there? Or is it the fact that people have created, over years of visitation, an energy that represents a connection to God? If it is the second, can we not create sacred spaces out of every inch of our world?

Is it God reaching down at these places, or is it that people are reaching up, that makes these spaces so special?
We fight and long for far away sacred spaces and seem to neglect the sacred space we live on every day. "

I loved the Divine perspective. Maybe we should all reach up....

"Yea God"

When I woke this morning and reflected on our past weekend, my thoughts didn't go to all the messages received and given, but to the silent and ever present support of the people around me.

I couldn't be more proud of my seminary students! Not only did they put together a reception for Dr Errico's workshop, but their presence was a calm steady stream of energy supporting every one there. I am so grateful for this complete commitment to becoming the light they learn about.

And this energy continued on Sunday- everywhere I turned I saw someone working, sharing and giving of their heart to support this ministry! Many years ago, when I needed to get someone a visitors package, or give a new person more information, I would have to search the crowd for a willing face to help me. This Sunday, the beautiful presence and support of the entire group was overwhelming. The Love is growing. And it is REAL.

I am so grateful for moments like these. My heart is full and I know,... I know that I am not alone in the mission!

I thank you God, for this wonderful church family. They are truly be-coming the light.

An Afternoon of Enlightenment

We were very blessed today to welcome Dr. Rocco Errico to our church. He came to share his vast knowlegde of the Aramaic language and the Bible.

One of the most impactful things he said was "the heaviest sword is the sword of meekness". In other words, living the life of meekness was extremely difficult. To me, this was very important. Living in a humble and loving manner has always been my goal, and is the life approach we teach. I had never looked at it as being difficult, but when he said it, I began to realize how much focus is required to remain ever kind and ever forgiving. This is certainly not the way we are taught to live by the world. But it is the only way that I personally have ever found success. No amount of force, control, or effort has brought peace and reward to me. As a matter of fact, when I flow with God, in the love of the Universe and trust, I am the happiest. And this is when I honestly feel the most succss.

The sword of meekness...an interesting concept.
I thank God that this energy is not really as heavy as it may seem.

Meditation- a time to explore your divine self

We recently created a website where people can go and listen to one of eight meditations. Spirit guided me to do this so that people could listen to one of the short meditations at work during their breaks. It is hoped that the sight will become a tool of support for anyone who seeks.

Currently, we have a meditation for

Creativity- this allows greater unformed ideas to move into your body.

Prosperity- this meditation activates each chakra to hold a vibration of abundance.

Alignment- this short meditation allows you to recenter and re ground in 4 minutes

Accessing your Higher Self- this is a longer meditation designed to take you deeper into your connection with your divine self.

Oneness- another longer meditation, this one connects you to the universal love of God.

Potential- this guided visualization allows you to access the potential that is within you. It allows you to see what you can create and how you may be blocking it.

Forgiveness- A beautiful experience to release judgment and open the flow of forgiving love.

Releasing Stress- A few minutes that will change your energy from tight and stressfilled to easy and open.

You can enjoy these meditations by going to www.innerquestchurch.org- click on the cloud banner on the upper right side of the front page. This will take you to our new website. Be sure to relax and enjoy them all. Let us know about your experience!

We are Creators!

Often, people want to hold me accountable for their perceptions of pain. They see their pain as if somehow I was to blame, and I am suppose to heal it. Yet, I didn't even know them when their process began.

They don't take the steps toward healing. They simply want someone else to know how much they hurt and then to hold another responsible for their pain.

In our world, the greatest challenge is to realize that we are creating our reality. We are not just creating our dreams and desires, but we are also creating our challenges.

And I am creating the space where people view me as responsible for their pain, hummm.
So, let me walk you through my process.
The first question I must ask, am I blaming another person for my discomfort? no.
I am a minister so are they blaming God by blaming me? Possibly

BUT...Every experience I have must also serve me in some way so:
***Perhaps I allow it, so I can gain greater strength in not accepting that my brother and sister's healings are my responsibility.
***Perhaps this allows me to focus on another and see that no matter how unhappy or trapped they might be, they are Still a MASTER! They created a wonderful opportunity for themselves to grow and perhaps it was the only way they had to get to know themselves.
***Maybe, I am served by seeing all the wonderful ways people are choosing to grow.
***When they blame me for their pain, they are showing me what they have created and have not yet healed. Perhaps in my studies of causal thought, these people are a part of my course curriculum.

Regardless, I must acknowledge that I, too, am growing through this experience.

We are all children of God, all Master Creators.
We are all on a journey of finding self. There are many paths and many choices.
It is a very special moment when we can begin to see that no one else created our pain. At some point in time, we agreed to the experience. We have chosen to learn who we are by experiencing something difficult. I guess this is one sure way that we have to grow our strength and commitment to love.
Yea God

Tomorrow is my birthday. And I, like many of you, wonder if I am on track with my purpose in this lifetime. I have loved so many people. I have seen the Christ in them when they could not. I have prayed, healed, and cared for so many.
Most of them are now on their own journeys, and I wonder if they realize how much they have brought to my world as well.
For every person who cared to share my world, I thank you.
For those who came to me for guidance, I thank you.
For those whose laughter brought me through a tough spot, or lifted my hope so I could show up for another day...I thank you.
I am so grateful for my life. I know that everyone that has touched me, from my birth to now has been a blessing to me. Without each occurance, and each lesson, I would not have grown into the Light I am.
I am grateful for my life.
Whether I am fully on track with my purpose or not, I can honestly say that I have walked with God as my focus- and when I go home- I will know that I have planted many seeds.
Happy Birthday to Me!